Do not just look for it. Live and enjoy what is. Expect it, yes. Give it, because it is what we are here for. It is the reason we have relation... it is the only inner relation the entire world has with each other. Just know that it is here, it is for you, and it is for you to share. Love not only lasts, but it prevails.

Bitter Street

Holding to the feeling when we walked your street together
Pretending we're still there and you want your hand in mine
Wishing we were still there talking how we love the weather
Trying to be real and stop looking for a sign


Trying was a burden and I wish I would have known
I thought it's what you wanted so I shoved it in your face
I gave love, but know I know, my type of love is overgrown
From now on, I'll cut it back if romance can give me grace

Weighing Attraction, Hurt and Love

This feeling, constant, of magnets in my chest

Magnets and metal weighing it down

And this new person I’ve met, you are not a welcomed guest

When will you be leaving town?

My thoughts, they try going about as normal

But they only drag around, and repeat their paths

And this new person, our first meeting, not even formal

You’ve shown me some new types of wraths

Why do you like it to be so dark?

I cannot see to learn your new face

On my arm I found these marks

Of my wrong, you record every trace

Will you ever here my words?

I tried to tell you what is wrong

I tried many times, you never heard

New man, please return where you belong

My body aches at unusual times

Sometimes just hearing a sound

Like when my alarm song chimes

My heart hurts with every pound

What does this new man bring?

This woman shakes and needs to know

With every thought there is a sting

For it to stop, where do I go?

Blindness

You let it happen and I saw it, but you treated it like nothing

Even though I make it easy for you all I get is bluffing

I ask you for and all I give you is the real thing

You never have to wonder ‘cause truth is all I bring

Shitty feelings come and go, but those words stay in my mind

You try to give a reason but a good one, you’ll not find

Hearing what is wrong I can see is too much for you

‘Cause that is all you bring up, ignoring what you do

Even after such a thing as turning me your back

You focus what I could have done to lead you to that track

The words I said to you do not justify your words to her

They justify my want, my need, my love for what we were.